Thinking then sleeping (hiku)

"My dream is not to see any more tearsAnd to not see all the fears,Which fills all those who stood up and saidThey will see justuce before they are dead.My dream is that when a mother gives birthThat c..."

"Every passing day,I get a little closer to my endSo I'll just wait here for itMaybe its around the next bend.Today, maybe tomarrowWhen will I die?In what hell will I live?Or is Hell just another lie?H..."

"Feeling every ounce of strength drained from meI cannot stand, I cannot speak.Lift me atop your shoulders and give me the viewOf your life.Let me look through your mindLet me see the colors that you s..."

"When the sky turns to gray, when all the flowers go away, My life gets a little more sad, And my mind goes a little more mad. When the clouds start to rumble And the wind begins to tumble, My heart ..."

"I really can't take thisUpon my shouldersI hold your darkest deedsJust like bouldersThey pin meI feel helplessOne thing I wantto be selflessBlood the dripswrists, I knowTro to smileNever comes out soI..."

"I always thought and knewThat I would die aloneHere on my bedroom floorI had cut myself to the bone.Laying in my own red blood,Holding my weapon of choice, a knifeI have pictured this a thousand times..."