Worrying
By iTsOnLyMe123
A loss I have experienced in my life is lossing my trust in someone I loved. I go through every day wondering what will happen to me next... Im in my own little world... With only myself to guide me through... I say goodnight to my family... Walk into my room and say my prayers.... Everynight while I slept... A nightmare came true... I didnt know what to do. I dont say a word to anyone... But I have lost my trust in someone I love. I dont know how to feel or even what to do... I feel trapped in a deep sea of blue. I finally tell a friend and the word spreads... I can never forget what that person has done... I feel like I can not trust anyone... I worry what will happen to me every minute... No one can understand how I feel... They tell me exactly what to do and say or how things should be... But is this really me? Its my decision and only mine... I feel pushed and pulled in the hands of time... I have lost trust in one of the people closest to me... Just please let me be... I feel like I am in a dream and i cant wake up... And all because of what this person has done... It has changed the way I am... And it has changed my life forever... Written April 5th, 2002 © on Apr 06 2002 04:05 AM PST 0 • 10
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"A loss I have experienced in my life is lossing my trust in someone I loved...."