Crush Me

All of what I never told you, Halts the death of what we are, I fear the end of us together, I keep that at a distance far, The thought of eyes with guilty sin, To look upon expressions here, The trembling of my very stance, I cower from my only fears, And losing you is very real, I'd rather keep the truth on hold, Though emptiness is all I feel, For everything I've never told, You still smile that smile at me, Cause in your heart you have no clue, And happy I can never be, Because I am decieving you, But living with you hating me, Is something I could never bare, I'd just as soon not live at all, Then have you never being there, Still blame is mine I understand, It's only now I realize, How much of you is part of me, The rest of me is all but lies, Someday I'll take you in my arms, And hold you for that one last time, I'll carry with me what we had, With memories when you were mine. Written September 28th, 2001 © on Sep 28 2001 01:40 AM PST   0 • 1