Would I, Could I, Should I? (6% of pain-4 months of separation)

It's been some months now N' I still think of you Still...I love you My mind takes me back to those good ole' dayz Where we would just...chill You and I N' the words between us Where we would lay With just the lust between us Above all to remember I think of giving a second try? N' I ask myself...would I?           I keep myself only so close to you           As I can           For I am not gonna' forget where I stand           On my own two feet...           That's how it used to be           Till I let go n' you joined me           I wanna' take all this pain           N' throw it away           N' make you my man again           But that's easier to say           I wanna' meet you at our first           N' leave all that's sour...behind           But, I ask myself...could I? At times I miss you dearly N' just wanna' see your face Or sometimes hear your voice Or just wanna' be in your space I wanna' give you my tear So you can feel how cold they've become But never, no more will they feel so... I move independently             Feet grounded like they used to be I felt that I'd improve By walkin' away from you N' I did We've  lived and loved each other separately N' have taken on self priorities I've fallen in and out But I love you just the same I would think of us and where we'd be Right now So much, I could clutch my heart         Let go of the past n' rush to your side... N' I ask myself...should I? Written March 7th, 2002 © on Mar 07 2002 10:50 AM PST   18 • 0 • 8