A life's cry
By kama
falling further &fasterbody starts to turn and bendi can't even see the groundwill this ever end?i can't take much morei am falling as fast as i canmy life was such a boreall i wanted was to be a manwhat will happen to meif my body dieswill i still roam free?finally i see the groundit's coming up fastcan't stand the exhilarationhow much longer will it lastsuddenly 2 inches from the earth's floori stop and wonder why for?You saved me i should have knownfor God You are not alonebut why save mea worthless old bum?i lost my jobcan't stand my lifewhy could it end after i killed my wifei was so drunki didn't know a thingi woke up in the mornthought nothing had changedi feel my insides torni still feel derangedbut somehow relieved?i was saved becausein You i believebut does she forgive mefor what i did?i hear her voicein which she is cryingit tears me apartthe thought of her dieingwhy did i do it?how could You let me?i forgot my free willplease take it awaylet me live with Youand I'll change and stay in Your ways Written November 25th, 2001 © on Nov 24 2001 04:51 PM PST 0 • 8
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"falling further &fasterbody starts to turn and bendi can't even see the groundwill this ever end?i can't take much morei am falling as fast as i canmy life was such a boreall i wanted was to be a manwhat will happen to meif my body dieswill i still roam free?finally i see the groundit's coming up fastcan't stand the exhilarationhow much longer will it lastsuddenly 2 inches from the earth's floori stop and wonder why for?You saved me i should have knownfor God You are not alonebut why save mea worthless old bum?i lost my jobcan't stand my lifewhy could it end after i killed my wifei was so drunki didn't know a thingi woke up in the mornthought nothing had changedi feel my insides torni still feel derangedbut somehow relieved?i was saved becausein You i believebut does she forgive mefor what i did?i hear her voicein which she is cryingit tears me apartthe thought of her dieingwhy did i do it?how could You let me?i forgot my free willplease take it awaylet me live with Youand I'll change and stay in Your ways..."