for avi (1)

"I sit here and think of you your beautiful face and it's orbs of blue the carved anarchy symbol away on the table causes memories to mingle my mind regrets the last few encounters your degradation cau..."

"Hang me and the worthless by balloons We’ll take you to the fields of gold God is there so is beauty and eternal love; The land of lies The land of the mislead forsaken mistaken forgotten and revered..."

"These eyes of failure, these eyes of defeat, these eyes that have seen the world. The battle, the space between death and cruelty. They’ve seen the sweat and blood of a solider on the life forsaken gr..."

"We are the new failures the new doubters the new disappointments. We are not motivated not what you hoped not what you wanted. Ambition isn’t in our vocabulary nor is dream nor do we care.  There is ..."

"Thought you were special? Think again! Double think you're not. Love the bitch Love the bastard We did. take another JD, 2 and a half hands down my pants OH, yeahhhhh, life sucks. thought it was true?..."

"so here I am worthless again finding salvation in a pen. the comforts of a blank bage the fimilarity of white the respect of ink and the safety of acceptance found no where else. Written April 6th, 2..."