Suffering

"You're under my skin making me scratch til I bleed til there is no me I need to get you out of my life out of my head you cannot live in me... Written September 28th, 2001 © on Sep 28 2001 10:58 AM..."

"your words jump up at me making me feel their meaning they have their own life their own soul they run around the page whispering sweet nothings making me afraid of what to write next i tremble as i r..."

"How sweet the sounds of happiness though I will never hear it the pitter patter of heartbeats in love that I will never feel it's the cold hard truth that I must face pain will forever surround me a..."

"She looks upon the heavens for answers but they seem to be higher than that she can't seem to find a resolution for her heart and her soul dreams are not her reality yet her downfall for she isn't pos..."

"FLORIDA RAIN DROWN ME IN MY SORROWS MAYBE THEN I WILL FINALLY BE HAPPY Written September 29th, 2001 © on Sep 29 2001 03:49 AM PST   18 • 0 • 1"

"Over and over again making mistakes comes natural to you hurting yourself hurting me it doesn't make sense to do this to yourself over and over again it can't feel good to cry to be in pain you te..."