lonely grave

"He turned his gaze to the white expanse of the ceiling: Thoughts and voices drift at the edge of consciousness a tangible silence of boredom envelops, bringing soft sweeping swells of meaningless whi..."

"My hand rests at my side, curled in lonliness my heart shrinks at the feeling of eyespark. My hand asks softly, to take in its gentle caress your heart, and grow to truelove. My hand needs.  Needs y..."

"I know not the definition of love   any more than you, but I do know that I like you I like what you stand for, what you value   and what you will become (whoever, however,     for you are intelligen..."

"alone in the rain, again. should be her but its not i'm being letdown and the impact hurts. I used to like a solitary rain but this new world, once opened, does not want to gently close - it's jaws s..."

"the lead phone wish it was aluminum (maybe soon) I know she likes me - this shouldn't b ehard. I'm so innocent! still, just where I started the kid myself is asserting: thinking I really still am that..."

"patience - sleeping you awaken me, myself too as winter's first spring, hibernation at finally, finally at an end. now i can focus on our oneness, twoness too. :awaken: wild animals, wildflowers crow..."