Once a Month

"Deeply pittedIn my stomachIs all the emotion I have for youIf it was LoveI’d Let you see itBut no-that’s not itMaybe if you looked at me-Not what you want to see-Looked at me! Then you’d knowHow I was..."

"I'm enveloped in Darknessthe Shadows have consumed my SoulLeft me empty...hollow...Not knowing which way to turnI search for DeathAnd not finding HimOnly brings more pain and tormentTo my already dead..."

"Life is painful Anyone can tell you If they say otherwise They're simply lying to you Your God is a fraud A figment of your imagination You were made to believe in him by 'them'... Some call me an o..."

"Your God is dead I am dead Someday you'll die too And when you do You'll see your God And he will laugh at you He'll laugh at all your foolish beliefs And everything you stand for You'll see him for ..."

"Please Believe Me …When I say, I love you,Please believe me…I love you more than words can sayWhen I say I need you,Please believe me…I need you with each breath I takeWhen I say I want you Please bel..."

"Sitting in the darknessI call out your namepraying that you'll hear me...and yet, there's no reply  All i hear are my thoughts    All i feel is my painI would Love to hear your touchI would Love to f..."