I gave you my all!

THE NIGHT WE WERE ALONE TOGETHER, YOU TOLD ME YOU'D LOVE ME FOREVER YOU HELD ME TIGHT WITH ALL YOU MIGHT, YOU TOLD ME THE TIME WAS RIGHT. I BELIEVED EVERYTHING YOU SAID AS YOU LAYED ME GENTLY ON THE BED AS YOU SLOWLY CREEPED INSIDE TEARS ROLLED DOWN MY EYES THE PAIN WAS UNBELIEVABLE LIKE NOTHING I EVER FELT BEFOR AND AS SOON AS YOU WERE DONE YOU WALKED OUT THE BEDROOM DOOR. AS I LAY THERE IN MY BED WITH MY HANDS UPON MY HEAD I THINK WHAT DID I DO? WHAT WAS JUST DONE? WILL THIS GET OUT TO EVERYONE? I SLOWLY GET DRESSED FIRST MY UNDIES THEN MY JEANS, GOD IS THIS REALLY WHAT IT SEEMS? THEN I PUT ON MY SHIRT AND YOU WALK IN THE ROOM, MY LIFE IS FILLED WITH SUCH HATRED AND GLOOM YOU COME AND SIT NEXT TO ME ON THE BED, AND I START TO HIT YOU IN THE HEAD. I SAY " I WASN'T REALLY READY TO DO WHAT WAS JUST DONE" THEN I ASK " ARE YOU GOING TO TELL ANYONE?" MORE TEARS ROLL DOWN MY PINK FACE YOUR ARMS SLOWLY WRAP AROUND ME WITH A SWEET EMBRACE. YOU ACT LIKE EVERYTHING WILL BE JUST FINE GOD I WISH I COULD TURN BACK TIME ONLY IF I WOULD HAVE SAID STOP IT'S HURTING ME, I WOULDN'T BE CRYING HERE ON MY KNEES WELL AT LEAST NOW I CAN MOVE ON, NOW I CAN BE STRONG, I CAN NOW WAKE UP WITH A SMILE ON MY FACE AND WRAP MY ARMS AROUND MY 3 MONTH OLD WITH A MOTHERLY EMBRACE01-01-01, please tellme what you think. email me at mousie1069@yahoo.com Written December 6th, 2001 © on Dec 06 2001 02:25 PM PST   18 • 0 • 1