It was only You

These are the time i was afriad of myself As i knew it would be so much of a pain Havnt i tried to change it so many times but Not once i have succeeded These were the time I used to laugh upon As if it was just the other peoples affair not never mine Havnt I once imagined it could be me sometime, no As i was never before like the way i am today I was so much free like a vagabond strolling along the valley Spell bound at the pictureuqe scene and just waiting for things to happen Had i wanted it before , or was i was just avoiding myself to fall or things As it had happened definately - for i take it as thats the way i beleive i am. Was it you and only you who had made this difference in me and myself would it be possible for it to happen - if it wasnt you. As the way u came and robbed me from myself It couldnt be some one else. I cant blame you nor ways as they were done in the most indolesent way It was me then and it is myself now who let the things to happen In ways that hadnt happened before , which made me fall for u and only only But now as it already has happened what shouldnt have happened at all I take the way i am and let the things take there own way I want to fight i want to struggle I want it to happen I wished it sould have happened These are the times i cant even start the struggle cause it takes courage to fight your wishes , which wernt like this before And these are the times I laugh upon myself As what i am today - I was never before Written April 8th, 2002 © on Apr 08 2002 09:44 AM PST   18 • 0 • 8