Parents {Severe Language Warning}

Jesus Christ Do you really want my heart to become ice? I need to get away from you Ha Ha- Yea I fucking love you too You old bastards think your so much above me? No fucking way- you haven’t had to look at the things I daily see So fuck you- Fuck you all All you do when you try to help me up is make me fall I miss the old me The one who could clearly see That it’s just not worth giving a shit The one who really accepted the fact that her and authority just don’t fit The one who accepted that everyone lies Everyone lives miserably, then dies I don’t want my life to be like that Although having money wouldn’t fix the fact that I’m ugly and fat I've been working my fucking ass off for you But that didn’t fix my constant house blues When I’m somewhere else I’m happy and free And even if you don’t want that for me That’s my dream- that’s how I want to be I can be good, I can work hard You just have to realize I will never let down my guard And I will never decide to listen to you people Never bend to your meaningless rules Never turn out like you stupid fools My god- Will you just let me go? I know that to that you will always say no But back off- just let me fly I need to stretch my wings, I belong in the sky No chain around my heart, my body, my mind to stop me from leaving Nothing to stop me from dreaming and believing I can be independent, feel useful yet free I belong in a place where I fend for my self And I won’t be punished for being me Trust me again, just one more time So I can prove to you doubters that I can shine I could do everything you told me to But for what purpose? What point? Nope, I won’t do that for you It’s not all my fault you can’t trust me I’m probably smarter than you’ll ever be I know how I should act, and what I should do But why would I do that, when I don’t see any reason to? Written March 22nd, 2002 © on Mar 22 2002 02:14 AM PST, K.M. Miller   18 • 0 • 1