You Lied

I feel so useless, so alone and upset Giving my heart to you is something I now regret I should’ve known you wouldn’t be responsible The spot where my heart used to be is now just achy, and dull I never thought you’d drop something so easily broken Now pain has awoken My heart has shattered Now I realize that to you, I probably never even mattered I have shed many tears Because I’ve loved you for the past three years I guess I expected this to happen I’ve seen people’s hearts get broken many times by men Although, I admit I thought you were different I don’t know where the old you went You must be stupid if you don’t see That in no way is she better than me I wish you could love me as much as I want you to I’m sure you already know that I loved you And although I lie to myself, I know I still do I can’t love you any longer though I’ve had enough, I’ve gone as far as I can go With out the heart that you broke, I cannot care I don’t want to anymore, the pain of losing is too hard to bear It’s okay, you can keep my heart’s broken remains That way I can no longer fall for guys’ stupid games I bet you know me well enough to know that I am lying That I can still feel, and I feel like I’m dying I’ve never felt like this before I wish I didn’t, but I love you more and more Right now I really wish my heart really could be ripped out Then maybe getting over you would be easier to go about I miss you, I need you I feel hollowed out inside Why did you say, “I love you too”? Those words are ones that should be true You Lied. Written April 4th, 2002 © on Apr 04 2002 11:21 AM PST, K.M. Miller   18 • 0 • 1