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"I wish I could change all those hurtful things I said. I wish I could speak the words unsaid. I wish you weren't thing only thing I was losing, yet there's no choice left but I'm slowly choosing. I..."

"It's almost odd in a way how your face changes smiles with all those different moods you put me in when you ask me questions as if you didn't already know how much I loved you. Written September 22n..."

"Aren't you sick of being you? Aren't you tired of your nonsense? Aren't you upset you make me put up with it? Don't you have something better to do with your time? Instead of wasting mine? How much wo..."

"SimplyIn StepWords FlowThinking About YouAlways Puts meIn That ParticularBAD MOOD.But IKeep Moving  (simply)      ...I think....In StepWith AllThose Feelings.I don't (really)care about youAnymore.Yo..."

"Driving HomeWith Tears Burning My Cheeks.I Can't BelieveYou Actually WatchedMe Leave...I AmMy Own Wreck,You WereMy Accident. Written September 22nd, 2001 © on Sep 22 2001 02:09 PM PST   0 • 1"

"Do you remember that time I watched you drive by, when you told me stay right there? Any can you remember that day when you looked in my face and told me how much you cared? Can you remember that inst..."