Reality

"So low and insecure Backwards rhyming Chiming in my head Torture! Torture! I call to thee But thou doest not answer to my plea I ask for love I ask for joy But all you throw at me is unjust cruelty I..."

"Crying inside Purging thoughts Psuedoeuphoria Make me feel so good Take this shit from me Throw out all the fucking pain Spit it in their face Clever, Clever, Clever Little girl Kills herself every ni..."

"Life bestows upon my breast A fear of all that lies All that pains And stands behind While the fearful take their blows Undoubtably Unknown to all The pain inside my hand None knows the true nature of..."

"Tired, tired Screaming mad Ranting Raving Back and forth Smiling, smiling crazy in my head Sleep beckons unto me but my reply must stay "No" I cannot give in to my retreat I will sleep some later Mayb..."

"It felt so wonderful to kiss you To be in your arms I can still feel you lips on mine Our tounges pressing together Sparks flew I think oceans even crashed But that one night Was the only magic we ha..."

"With paranoia setting in, I fear we might end. All the love I have for you turns to my heart and says, "It's almost a month, something is bound to go wrong." I must walk on eggshells. But I am bare..."