right now
i woke to a field of concretea giant pulsing disasteri wandered in the asphalt seafell down and scraped my kneesi wanted to lie down againbut there was no soft place to resti looked at the plastic amusementnot feeling amusedtried to add it up and failedthe maze that never endsis right nowthe hateful and self rightous will preveilbut then I dont want tokeeping my hands busyI wait for a changeno logic in hopeno hope for right nowbut ive got to go workoh god ive got to workgot to have a jobto feel of needwe're running a race withno endall falling down yet getting up againwe should all lay god i want to laygod i have no mindbut i dont careright nowcoming to these realizations is painful, you can look at it touch it move it and understand it. you can do nothing to change it... Written September 29th, 2001 © on Sep 28 2001 04:33 PM PST, Leah Carter 10 • 0
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"i woke to a field of concretea giant pulsing disasteri wandered in the asphalt seafell down and scraped my kneesi wanted to lie down againbut there was no soft place to resti looked at the plastic amusementnot feeling amusedtried to add it up and failedthe maze that never endsis right nowthe hateful and self rightous will preveilbut then I dont want tokeeping my hands busyI wait for a changeno logic in hopeno hope for right nowbut ive got to go workoh god ive got to workgot to have a jobto feel of needwe're running a race withno endall falling down yet getting up againwe should all lay god i want to laygod i have no mindbut i dont careright nowcoming to these realizations is painful, you can look at it touch it move it and understand it. you can do nothing to change it......"