I Deserve This> Or maybe I Don't

"I hate you For what you did to me The way you abused me The way you hurt me The way you took advantage of me The way you treated me as a whore The way you drugged me so I didn't know what was going on..."

"And you The one who broke my heart The one who distorted my happiness forever The one who beat me The one who left me bruises Left me scars Scars that will never heal Bruises that will never go away ..."

"I hope you learn what it feels like I hope you suffer as I did and still do I hope your life is destroyed like you destroyed mine I do not wish you the best I do not wish you happiness and safety I wi..."

"I wore a mask To hide whom I really was To unable people to hurt me As I had been before This front saved me from a lot but it's time I give it up I took the mask off The mask that hid who I really wa..."

"I went to a club expecting to have a good time Have a night out on the town Just me and my girlfriends We got to this dance club We were having a blast I meet someone We started drinking together We ..."

"People only see what they want to see They don’t know me They don’t know what is going on What is going through my head What has happened What my family is like behind close doors It’s all an act My f..."