another chapter in my life

as I'm deep in thought wondering how i ever got caught in the middle of this world wind everything was going grand.....i was able to take a stand now my world has fallen apart i definitely have a broken heart my children are all scattered which was the first step of my world being shattered i felt the need to be free it was just a big mess....the joke is on me i thought i needed to get out and be independent all that happened was i am suspended i almost lost my home, my car, my daughter and most importantly my life my husband told me he no longer wants me as his wife i quickly tried to change my life around it was too late i had found everything i tried..i failed he woulddn't listen ..he put up his shield trust and a little of the love we had has gone away its just something more for what i have to pay things seem a little better now to keep this going......i ask how? is there enough love between us to keep us strong if so......i ask for how long? even thou it seems like we've been thru it all i know we are in for a big haul just to know again that we are back together makes it easier to storm any kind of weather because honor, obey and cherish till death do us part is where we had made our start Written August 17th, 2001 © on Aug 16 2001 05:58 PM PST   0 • 1