This Might Make You Cry

~*~*My Dear Sweet Love*~*~ I dreamed of you last night. And every other night since you left. I dreamed of the way your lips curled when we kissed, the taste of your sweet breath and the heat of your tongue as it entwined with mine.I always kept my eyes open. Maybe even then I knew you were not mine to keep.I wanted to cherish the memories of you and I, everyday , every second.You have our memories in the blue jar I gave you. Mine are safe in the deepest part of my soul. When you slept I would watch you, to place a permanent picture if ever I could not see you then I could rely on my minds eye. I remember the sound of you breathing and the feel of your voice as I placed my head upon your chest. The touch of your hands on my skin as they molded perfectly to my body and the weight of your body as we made love, endless nights. How I could stay forever wrapped in your love. If only I could turn back the hands of time. I would hold you forever and a day. I would have asked you to stay, begged you not to leave. Why did I make it so easy for you to leave? I lied I said I understood. I remember watching you walk away as my salty tears burned my eyes. I should have never let you go without telling you how I loved you so. Even though our time together was short you have imprinted my heart, body and soul like no other. I think of you and you appear or I remember your laugh, your touch then you are gone. Only reappearing to remind me to make sure I don't forget. Oh how I miss you as I grieve for my broken heart and wish the past were not so far away. MJ Written November 26th, 2001 © on Nov 26 2001 10:59 AM PST, Mary Jane   18 • 0 • 8