Depression and Guilt
By monkey angel
I feel so sad and so guilty. Words can't express the way I feel or why I feel this way. I don't understand anything. I can comprehend nothing. Why is it this way? Why does it seem the world is ending? I feel like no one is there, and yet everyone is asking questions. Questions I cannot answer. Questions I just don't understand. No amount of explanation can clear up this misconception. I feel like I'm falling and there is no end to the hole in which I fall. What is the cause of this? What or who is making me feel so horrid? Who would want to cause me this much pain? What could be so great to destroy every happiness I know? I cannot determine any answer to any of these. No one can. These questions cannot be answered by even the wisest of mines. So for now, I will remain in guilt and unhappy. Written February 19th, 2002 © on Feb 19 2002 08:11 AM PST 18 • 0 • 1
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"I feel so sad and so guilty...."