my religious confusion

im a breath away from satan but a step away from god i dont know which side im on will my soul be thrown in the black hole or win the religous lotery and have plenty green doe i think i know where im headed and its a place where blood flows a place where bodies are lined in a row an area where darkness grows and continues i dont want to be but im on satans menu i lendu this advice stay out of satans ice because he is the cat and we r the mice we are the hair and he is the lice he is the gambler and we are dice so believe me your soul is worth more than a price or tradegod i want my darkness to fade but i know my heart is a very black shade its crazier than a crack house raid i need my life remade or rebirth cause i feel like im my destiny lies under the dirt everyday is hurt and pain im in need to be sane i need to remake my brain cause it worn and buggled i dont want to feel this way this is my strugglewhat do u all think i should do to improve this? Written September 9th, 2001 © on Sep 08 2001 05:55 PM PST   20 • 0 • 13