Not Quite Masterful Meditation

"I can still feel the ground shaking the walls rattling as his stiff brown leather boots are picked up off the dusty old floor and plopped down again bypassing the typical muffle of the woven rug cove..."

"When I look at you sick, ghostly, dying I am full of anger but you'd never know that I am tired of being your mother mom I am tired of typing your papers remembering your medication buying you presen..."

"The unnamed plant in the corner I repotted is dying it must not like the soil or its new place in my living room she stands up straight but her leaves are wilting I noticed today         I’m not..."

"diet pills quick shakes belly rolls back aches chubby neck monstrous thighs stretch marks getting high breakfast muffin tight clothes chocolate kisses candy rose old photos shame shame avoid the c..."

"*knock*knock*knock* avoid the front door it's the NYSEG man again he doesn't understand me and you've been gone some days now *knock*knock*knock* that man you loved once is here too he won't answer ..."

"I remember the first time I met you nervous and in love with your son you had to stop at K-Mart it was then I realized this was the family I'd been waiting for I can remember the way the car smelled ..."