Stoned and lonely(18+)

"Shedding the skins I worked hard to believe, now their existence is baggage to me. Emphatic with morals, riddled with lies, luckily this time, I got out with my life. Nothing in this place deserves my..."

"Your synapses composed, in just such a fashion, you're always ready for electronic action. Diodes exposed and transistors of passion. Your all positronic, and you want satisfaction. You're pulsing lik..."

"Open doors, dust flows down alien halls, beautiful webs, coalesced on grey walls. How do I wipe them away? I'm insane in many subtle ways, and stable, and imbued with wisdom, I could impart it to you ..."

"Indefatigable notions, never ending whys,  transitions effect us before we were born,  and as we all have to die.  Wonder why.  All over again.  In a place without beginning or end,  can we ever be it..."

"Sledding out to sea, my ego and me, can't leave sadness alone. I must respond, correspond, and ask why? Why does it seem I have died? Why does it feel like a lie, why didn't you, why didn't you try? I..."

"Untidy emotions, impulsive reactions, nearing that final impertinent distraction. Something left sleeping lies latent, dread it should leave my mind vacent, souless and guiless, bereft of derision. ..."