she wants you back

for her to lose him for her brother to be gone forever for that freak accident to take his life for her to have to live with it for her having to cry herself to sleep for me to try and give her advice, try and lift her up try and help her through it, tell her that it will be ok it is hard enough for me to deal with all this trying to help her, give her advice about her dead brother so i cant even imagine how hard it is for her it is her brother   And when people bring up this subject,without knowing how i feel i fall apart, not that i knew him that well, but cause i see his sista falling to the ground, drowning in tears and sadness to have to live each day knowing she will never see him again never talk to him never be able to have a big brother   Why did he have to go and die on her!! why did he go!! she is falling apart and so am i i dont know how long i can keep telling her things that arent true; like it will get better, you'll get over it BUT she never will   I just wish you were stil here by her side so she wouldnt be like this, not teering herlsef up in side not feeling guilty over what happened why didnt she realize it coulda happened   i just wish you were her by her side again, so she wasnt go throguh this... Written March 1st, 2002 © on Mar 02 2002 03:00 PM PST   0 • 1