Payback's A Bitch

Blameless you Idiot me With all this animosity You know you lie At night I cry You know it’s not the truth You get others to believe Because you’re the adult You’ll tell them anything, Even that I’m in a cult But you know it’s not true And I didn’t even have a clue Up until this moment- And now I know Maybe you’re jealous, Maybe you’re insane But let me tell you, I’m not taking this blame! I’m sick and tired of your games And I wish that you would stop calling me names And this all happens behind my back, You know you need to stop- but how? Let’s backtrack You as a child had the same abuse Your mother and father were into drug use You didn’t have a person to talk to It was hard for you as a person, but still grew Although this wasn’t the person God knew It wasn’t supposed to be you. Now isn’t it true? That you couldn’t be you? Do you want me to end up the same? Playing the same stupid mind games? And if you do, then you’re just sick, Because I’m losing friends over it. You foolish fuckers, You know I’m not a sucker! So stop it now or you’re going down.Maybe a little too bubble-gum sounding at the end. Some of the in-between stuff i really how it turned out. Written April 20th, 2002 © on Apr 20 2002 07:33 PM PST   18 • 0 • 1