'Fighting My Disease Of Addiction'

"I hate knowing he keeps me as a secret, and feeling so ashamed. He continues to lie, I guess I'll never know why. I know the truth about things But still he just denys and hides me on the side. Some..."

"' A Heart Full Of Despair ' A heart full of despair Seemingly impossible to bare. Forever feeling alone, Like an empty ghostly soul. Not knowing what to do, Nor where to go. Just knowing you feel ..."

"My love for you comes from deep within. It's pure and true, I don't even know where to begin. I wish i could just come right out and say it, But if i did... Would you okay it? I'm not usually this mu..."

"I keep searching, while my heart continues yearning. When will i find a love so pure, that is impossible to cure? When will the man of my dreams come along to sweep me off my feet, so no longer wi..."

"I miss the way you used to look at me. Your beautiful green eyes burning into me. I miss the way you used to jokingly make fun of me. I miss our talks, and the way you'd always wipe the tears ..."

"My life is only a breath away and without your love i have no reason to stay. Alone in my pain and so scared of fear, i scream out for you wishing somehow you'd hear. I see me still fighting dee..."