'No Tears Left'

Have you ever felt like your whole world was just falling apart? I have. It happens to me every time you break my heart. I don't understand, No matter how hard I try. Maybe thats the reason I always cry. You don't want to lose me, And need me by your side. You want to marry me, And for us to be together Til' the end of time. How can that be, With the way you always lie? You know how much I love and care about you, So what does it take? I've stuck it out with you, And most of all I've been true Even with all you put me through. There's no girl in this world, Who could or will Love you the way I do! I'm not mad, Do what you have too. Just remember, I can't keep doing this forever. I know I'm young, And so are you, But I also know That I don't want to spend the rest of my life, With anyone but you! Right now I feel hurt And very disrespected, But I'm not crying over it. I can't! My eyes have dried. There are no tears left in me to be cried. I'm grateful that I'm stronger this time. I refuse to cut myself up And try to commit suicide. I love you Micheal! With all that I'am, And all I have inside. I will forever love you, Even long after the day I die!living in pain really sucks! Written February 26th, 2002 © on Mar 02 2002 04:51 AM PST   18 • 0 • 1