Pain So Deep
Deep within my heart, and soul i feel the pain. The pain of unhappiness and hurting, misery and sorrow. On the outside i look like i'm fine but what's going on inside of me nobody really knows because i refuse to let it all be shown. I keep it locked up inside of me and i have thrown away the key. I know i do stupid things sometimes, but i get tired of hurting non-stop. I didn't make the chose of being brought into this world, so now it's up to me whether i stay...or i go. In this horrible life i feel alone... like i mean nothing to another living soul. This pain grows and grows. I just want to get away from it all, but i can't do so in the way that i wish to, so instead i feel the only way for this all to end is if i'am dead... then i can get rid of this pain so deep. Written July 11th, 1998 © on Aug 07 2001 07:16 AM PST 0 • 1
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"Deep within my heart, and soul i feel the pain. ..."