this isnt really a poem its a letter i sent

dear jim hi my name is jason wynn, you may not remember me but i will remember you for the rest of my life. it was about 3 years ago you were taking the youth group to summer camp. you seammed like a nice god fearing man[how wrong i was]just to think that i shook your hand[it makes me sick]you call yourself a man of good but you are no man of god you are not even a man you ARE WEAK AND YOU WILL PAY FOR YOU SINS....FEAR YOUR JUDGEMENT.i thought you were nice that you were doing a good thing by become sort of a father figure for a boy who never knew his father....my cousin has had a hard life before you came around you only made i worse...how do you sleep at night knowing what you did to him how you RAPED him....you make me sick.....when i found out what you did to my cousin to my family to the communitty....i wanted to kill you  i wanted to kill you with my bare hands...watch you suffer-choke-gasp and slip into hell where youll burn forever... that was the first time i even in my life felt true pure hate and i will never forgive you for making me feel that way it is an emotion that no person should eve have to feel....then i realized that would make me weak to. make me as low and sick as you so instead do this... in your life what may be left of it...evey moment youll think about what you did and the sick things you did to those little boys....and always rememebr that no matter how many bibles you carry or how much you speak you are no man of god..and you will burn in  hell for your sins.this is part of a letter i sent to the man who molested my cousin it was read to him at his final hearing hes i jail now the whole thing is longer but i couldnt bring myself to write some of the words i origonaly wrote again...i couldnt even read some of them....hes a horrible person and got what he had coming to him...he shamed my family the church and the entire communittee.....you have to be carefull who you trust these days its sad to say that mabey ive lost trust in humanity sence then but its the truth......thank you Written March 6th, 2002 © on Mar 06 2002 06:05 AM PST    18 • 0 • 10