Disruption...

Disruption...                 ~ ...Hagalaz... ~ I sit and think of pleasant dreams. I reminisce through memories. Enlightened minds I shall not tease. I'll find my way, but not with ease. *^* A Freak to you; I may appear. Someone you should not go near. My questioned ways had brought on fear; Thought to some as half a queer. *^* You say I'm weird and yet don't know, just where it is I want to go. Let me be and let me grow. Live as a friend or die like a foe... *^* S.S.Snapp ~ 7-97 ~ Author's Note: My life growing up was interesting to say the least. My parents were raised in strict & violent homes so that is what I endured as well in my youth. I was very mean because of that. My parents would beat me then I would strike my sister. If I got it bad ( {i.e.}thrown down stairs, cowboy boot to the head, little wooden slugger across the back, metal flyswatter to the face, fork to the top of my hand, or thrown thru the wall, etc... ) then I would pick a fight with someone that would bully others at school... so I would bully the bully's. I am a small female with a BAD temper; I love to fight & I'm good at it. I have learned to temper the temper, but when I was younger it was not so easy. People that would make fun of others for sexual choices, color of skin, mental capabilities,or gender... they would get it good... actually bad... I swore that I would come back in the next life to take care of these heathens if they continued... shaahhh... like I'll have time... I have found out in my later years that it is okay to be different... bisexual, eclectic, loud, opinionated, aggressive, metaphysical, muscular, artistic, etc... as long as I do good with it. So there you have it. Long-winded, but my explanation as it is... Thank you for stopping by...I hope you enjoyed the ramblings of my mind... Written July 1st, 1997 © on Nov 26 2001 03:34 AM PST   0 • 1