Weaver...

Weaver... .................................................................... The instant Sadness cocked back reality; I found you looking in the eyes of Tragedy. The Blue was lost... and your life it cost. She will never know by knowing you... how great a man you were to be. Your Soul, too soon for us, from that cage was set free. There are many more than you knew... who cared... for the wild man that did what he was dared. For with us there was something intense you shared. S.S.Snapp ~ 10-2000 ~ .......................................................................... ~ In Memory Of Jason Weaver ~ Left his body in 1999... There are so many that will miss you… Jason. Her brother killed you… shot you in the back. Did she defend his actions…? Your wife, but his sister. He said “I was defending myself; he’s crazy. He USED to be so VIOLENT.” But it was that disgusting excuse of a human that was crazy… the courts thought so… Institutionalized huh…? When did Jason ever shoot someone in the back? He saved my life a few times. I was getting beat up and humiliated in a guest room in his apartment. My boyfriend; his best friend; was trying to squish me in the corner of the bed while I was nude; so he could have more room to sleep, because he was used to sleeping alone. He was soooo drunk. Jason heard his best friend hurting me, and stormed in the room He schooled him and kicked him out of the apartment for the night. I went from feeling so alone to feeling safe enough to sleep. Understand that I lived in Southern California at the time, but was visiting up in Humboldt County at the time; which is NORTHERN California. So I had no place to go, no car. ~ Hey Jason… do you remember that time when HE was suffocating me with a pillow over my face and my arms were pinned, and you couldn’t hear me scream. He did it twice… He didn’t want me to call you in there... I got free…you were in the other room. The last time you were there to try & stop it I clawed flesh from his ribs, because HE had me in a choke hold in the living room; I was just about to lose consciousness. I saw your face wanting to stop him, but if you touched either one of us my neck would’ve snapped... Well your floating in a void of flesh. Not being able to see your little girl in person, or teach your son how to treat a lady. You teased my Pagan faith in fun, but when you gave that Crystal Dragon Claw necklace to HIM to give me… “from him”… that showed me something. I know your in a good place… If you need anything, I know my guide will help you… Thank you. I love you and miss you. I can feel you still…I hope you enjoyed the ramblings of my mind... Written October 1st, 2000 © on Dec 21 2001 04:55 AM PST   0 • 13