Angel

The bittersweet taste in my soul is because of this mess I’ve been living hidden behind my innocent girl mask that I wear to protect myself from been hurt by the person who make this feelings come out but now is all known… I am in the hands of my favorite angel in earth!! sorry my love, sorry I hurt you with my honesty angel sorry my feelings hurt you so bad that killed the illusion that you had but it’s not my fault angel, try to understand me and please don’t fail me, don’t be the person who I’m always afraid of don’t be the person who I’m always scared of… I like you angel and I know I disappointed you but please don’t break my fantasy angel you already broke my heart and it hurts so so bad… I am sure I will cry anytime soon, and the tears will be For the frustration that it’s to have you so damn far And don’t be able to make something to change it… I was so mad when I found out that you don’t feel what I feel when I saw you are not the role of perfection I always expected you to be my fantasy is almost broken angel, my world has just felt apart in tiny pieces my eyes has just broken into tears my soul has just lost its peace my mind has just blown up in pessimist thoughts and you know why my dear sweetheart… because I just realized that you are not my angel you have never been and probably you never will… 23-03-2001Please let me know if you catch typos, thankss :) Written March 16th, 2002 © on Mar 16 2002 04:40 AM PST   18 • 0 • 1