Guilty Over Emotional Pain
By pyrosfire
Oh this pain buried deep in mind Laugh... But to sleep in pain Silence to let it work Yes work in vain Numb my body Hand in hand with rage My fists collect pieces of plaster and paint Clear as rain, arms pick up pace Blood like acid stinging my face Horrid memories My knuckle breaks Oh how vain I feel This has no relevancy to real pain Poison of reality... Stretch my empty mind Yes this is divine! Sag down with head in hand! Cry when you can Blasted tears! STOP Back upon feet Hands on a familiar heat Crash against the guilt and restrain Don’t see wall... Unspeakable darkness released Time to leave! Smile in hand Search for the right deserted street Spill against walls and scream! Emotional contact not an option It is now right to up and leave This cancer grew under hearts tree Too long, to deep I have been entered and broken 99 times over easy End this abruptly I still walk alone No guts to slit, drown, or hang from tree Bet you don’t understand mecant say anymore than i just wrote Written December 26th, 2001 © on Dec 26 2001 09:44 AM PST 18 • 0 • 1
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"Oh this pain buried deep in mind..."