Mistake # 1 million

Tempt me with your switching expression Give me an excuse... Smile Watch and see the blast of a guilty frown scar my face I committed an act of false love And sorry does it for you? Oh how this blast burns harder I betrayed you tens times over my body height Mistakes # 1 - 99 I made you smile Could pain grow any higher? When you sat by me And told me no hurt necessary One tear dropped... "I love you" Mistakes # 7 9 9 Your forgiveness for my lies Riddle me with soft breath and laugh Smooth, sweet... Smile Hands press on my charcoal mask No heat felt Just love You believed in me An echo of past mile drives I slept while you kept on the ride Watch and see Whispered into sleepy ears Mistake #9 9 3 I let you care for me Concrete walls Broken hands upon Even then Protection was seen When you saw this from me Making up in kiss and hands You saw heaven in my mouth and eyes Hugging, dozing Oh how you felt alive! Mistake # 1 0 0 5 I never kissed you right Do this, take that! Unreasonable questions to ask! I saw you as a fake Run through loops of snake Test to see you break Battered and blundered you crawl back "I love you" Later to sleep in you... Sleep in heartache Mistake # 7 0 0 8 Idiotic debate By the time when the mistake of six 9's I made you cry My wrist were gone... 1 million... I left you alone in our world Waiting to die Written December 23rd, 2001 © on Dec 22 2001 05:22 PM PST   18 • 0 • 1