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"Siting at a table People look at me Looking at this figure They only see. They don't care What's down below They see me But they don't know. They didn't know What they did But it's clear to me: I ju..."

"Stuck in a tunnel I look at the light I know I can't win This eternal fight I look down Holes in the floor Nothingness waiting for me Not needing anymore I still think Should I move on? I think agai..."

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"I see the knife Lying Silently on the table I hear my breath The only sound In the dark room I see the candlelight Flickering shadows Shadows of myself The myself who dosen't really exist On the wall..."

"There's a world out there Filled with happiness, trust and hope Nobody there thought That anyone couldn't cope. They al seem to Just chat and enjoy life with each other And be happy With themselves a..."

"I see this world Just through this window In front of me And I can see people. But no matter how loud I shout, They never hear me. I'm like a shadow, Just that it's an invisible one. The window's too ..."