Living a Nightmare

Im Living in a Nightmare It Will Not End The unfortunate deeds they will not mend Is this all the hurt IV caused? Or am I paying for others flaws Am I cursed to forever hate This life IV tried to debate Its unavoidable its here to say To bad I cant say the same for one happy day This is how it became to be This life being associated with me I hate myself more then my life And this is the end to my strife The hurt the pain collected all those years Bottled and stored after so many tears Its finally happening my dream comes true You finally came back and said I love you And then I felt the happiness agine All my troubles where finally going to mend But then out of the blue I got an e-mail form you Saying that I was your love and forever mine To bad it was addressed to a friend of mine So it comes back to the present day Where I am I cannot say But ill give you a hint can you guess? It rhymes With swatter quickly before the mess And here I am next to raging water With a rope in one hand and a gun in the other I couldn’t make up my mind, which to chose So I brought both and make a combination of the two It’s to late for me im over the edge With a rope tied around my head It’s starting to darken I cannot see This rope is literally choking the life out of me Its so painful it will be over soon I cannot wait so with a deafing BOOM! The lifeless body of the lost boy falls And sinks in to the raging falls...in certen areas this poems a lil long and therefor lost its rymeing patern but i hope everyone enjoyed it otherwys then girl in this poem is my girlfriend now i found out that she might be cheating but im unshure and the person is how i felt at the time and i actually tryed to hang myself in my closet till i realized what i was doing please dont messege me saying dont do it because i do have more sense then that well hope u enjoy this poem and i hope it spoke to u and any spelling inperfections ill fix in time so make do -Raven ps i didnt know wether to name it a story or personal so i went with my fav and its personal. Written March 14th, 2002 © on Mar 14 2002 01:57 PM PST   18 • 0 • 1