today is the day

"this is the end the darkness is over i dont need it anymore i dont want to feel it anymore it hurt me so much i just want it to go away im wishing im hoping this will end im wishing im hoping that ev..."

"i thought the end had come the darkness was over the hate was gone it came back without warning without consent i never wanted it to come i wanted it to stay away forever i regret some things i hav..."

"im lost i have nowhere to go i dont know who cares i dont know who i can trust no one knows no one will ever know secrets better left unsaid silent burning ripping at my insides screaming pain trying ..."

"i will forget in time it will happen all the thoughts will disappear i hope they will leave and i will be free again from all the pain and hurt and anger that i have had to bear so long i have forgott..."

"here i go again lost in the dark well, not the dark perhaps the light i dont know i cant tell everything may be gray or maybe not i am lost but i dont know where regretful thoughts of what has passed..."

"well here i am again just a person in the world waiting for the time when my existance will come to an end not now, i hope not for a while, but i wait i dont know what is going to happen from here b..."