how i feel.....for someone special

"Why must the leaves fall to the ground?Just like my tears drift slowly, never to be foundWhy does the wind blow, so gustly through the air?In the same way as my long hairWhy does the ocean breeze cry ..."

"As I sit here on this awful day, i wander why i will have to pay pay for the price of watching my family...fall apart, pay for the price my family has repeated repeated over and over only to ch..."

"Life is like a dead end road u keep on going down it, only to find out you have to turn around turn around and face it all again turn around and try to hide all your anger and pain the road can s..."

"why must the sun shine and blind my eyeswhy must the rain fall and leave me capsizedwhy do we try, try so hard but fail,only to fall down into the same trap againwe try to crawl back up, only to get p..."

"My head is throbbingmy eyes are stingingwhy are these tears on my face clingingwhy does my family hate mewhy do they make me crywhy oh why do i want to diemy family has changed,for the worstnow i know..."