inner calm

"Fear What is fear? The feeling of terror that fills you What is terror The feeling that makes you shake Why does it make me shake You see these feelings everywhere Why do I see these things B..."

"I fear they are near where are they? near or far? Are they upon or lost behind? Is it real or my mind? I fear they are near steps upon the path I hear To late for they are upon me Written Mar..."

"Hiddin unable to face them there voices sound near or prehaps they are far there voices carried by the dark I crawl on unable to walk Why? I am unable to remember why Someone whispers give in e..."

"I sit there and stare at the powder feel the needle in my hand the knife in the kitchen it would be so easy to end this painfull existince a voice calls no dont I care it calls it sounds far I ignore..."

"I lash out I feel the battle rage build in me I lose my mind to the horrors that are me My blade finds flesh again I scream an inhuman roar I succumb to the rage again and again I lash out my blade i..."

"I live life with no hope no ray of light to lift the darkness i am forever trapped in this hellish life......... with no hope I live in the dark with no friends or allies only enemies for they despi..."