'scar tissue'
By scatcatblu
surrounding me a tangle of memories dark, hate, loneliness hold me down hold me back me who am I amongst this mess pain I can't go back too fragile, too weak stretched no more elasticity hurtling back no, holding on grasping at tomorrow choking on yesterday reaching out hiding inside lonely sorrow reaching out can't you see how do I fix yesterdays pain everything's broken knotted and tied can't grow - no good here back, back to the start back through the pain slashing at my scars tearing at my heart love doesn't heal hides barriers, walls, circles good strong walls safekeeping the pain no time for reminiscence but the strength does seem to fade the cracks start to show fading walls invisible even in my mind coping no more never did lost no more fight even less hope dwindling reasons what worth in this mess can't see can't feel outside is numb hiding . . . ssshhhh . . . leave me be stop calling for me . . . I was never here . . .Mar '97 - another dark time Written February 2nd, 2002 © on Feb 01 2002 05:16 PM PST 0 • 10
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"surrounding me..."