To You, Mom

You're not here anymore, a long time you've been gone your short life came to an abrupt end, we try to go on... You wouldn't believe how my heart just burst when I lost the woman who brought me to this earth... I never got to say three simple words every person needed saying I love you was so easy, yet I never heeded... Anything you ever told me about being a man, or even a son never listened, always complained, now I'm the regretful one... I don't think I understood just how important you were to me but now that you're gone it's clear that you were the key... To making my life worthwhile, everything explainable with your help I wish I could tell you sorry, I'm sure you know what I felt... Just one day more with me and you together mommy! That's all I want maybe what I'm doing would make you happy, help me with my hunt... I know that won't happen anytime soon, so I'll just have to wait Make it on my own, try to remember things you said that I'd debate... I'll do what you'd do, until that time we can be together I hope it's more than a day, something like forever... Sorry if I seem to whine and cry, but there's one thing I have to say sure you know it but I owe it to you anyway... I Love You Mom... Written November 8th, 2000 © on Nov 07 2001 02:00 AM PST   18 • 0 • 1