unnormal life
By shorty
So many things boggle threw my head, and all I want to do is go lie in my bed. SO i can go and sleep forever, so i won't have to think, not now or ever! To lay and have some dreamless dreams, everythings normal, or so it seems. My sisters sick and takes it out on me, oh how I wish she could see how much pain this is causing me! To hear her yell at scream and shout, and all I can do is pout. so I won't go and bicker back, but that's as easy as finding a needle in a hay stack. Why does it seem like the worlds lieing to me? Like everything just isn't reality. Like all that's said isn't really real, I'm probably over doing this, but that's how i feel. So the world turns and everythings normal, but still my world feels abnormal. So i walk and fake a smile, but still, inside,I'm in denial. For nothing can be the way it used to be, for I'll never be normal, for that's just me.i know, spelling errors around every corner...today a lot of people noticed i was upset...this was some of the zillion things on my mind....i feel a little better now lol Written February 27th, 2002 © on Feb 27 2002 10:37 AM PST 0 • 1
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"So many things boggle threw my head,..."