Always and Forever Yours

I try Desperately to unwind All the lies you feed my mind Even though you weren't real Far to deeply you made me feel I must have lost track Of all the perfection that you lack All that I could see Was the person I made you out to be Everyday I hoped for you to love me Now that's just a distant memory of the past All along I was standing on the edge In this twisted fairy tale of mine I can't beleive I got so drawn in Why couldn't I see you as a friend I just can't let go I have gone far to deep Through all your fakness you lead me on Why did I always go where I didn't belong By your side I was always wrong I think reality slide to another place I was only left alone with time and space The reason I was so bad for you I will never see I am way to young to feel this low Of all the times that I have cried It made me realize why you lied I was always on a clouced horizon, Blindly lead through life, death, and fate It took me far to long to figure out That even being friends there was doubt All I wanted was one chance Hoping to have with you a bit of romance Far to quickly I could see All that would have done was hurt me It feel as though I am out of place So many tears have left this face For everyone I would try to put on a show The pain was all to real to hide from the truth I could plead and beg for your attention again I might lose the chance for you to be there in the end A special smile, a gentle touch I will never have a love I loved so much Feelings will stay in my heart for you For my love for you was all I knewSorry so long, but I put a lot of emotions into that one. Please comment!! '2001' Written August 31st, 2001 © on Aug 31 2001 08:16 AM PST   0 • 1