Tearfully I cry

TEARFULLY I CRY I sit here nude alone in my world in which I call my room. Only problem is your not here with me. Damn I want you I also want to be free of from all the pain of not having you inside of me 2 wish for a body like yours 2 commit 2 your mind and soul in this lost simplicity of sex Our minds know its love But our bodies think other wise Don't you know I can only live once when im not inside of you But I can live a million times inside of you rebirth Because I become you I become all the things that make you the nearest thing to heaven That all men want to become one day Because I become you And you become I The simplicities we reach in time will define our past lives but until then Tearfully I cry 2 not lick you in the way you wash yourself in the shower Is a sin in the book of our rebirth A crime in which death is something I pray for I cant live in this world as a man If a man you cant see me as To love To die To become no more If I cant love your body the way I love your mind I'm trying to swim in the rain baby please hear me out. feel my pain My bed is…. Can you see me? Not now but in your mind If by any chance I'm there please take me closer Closer to your birth I want you so Not having a taste of what makes you want Keeps me lost in a place Keeps me wondering why Why cant I have you the way I want to God what to do To kiss you softly like wind blowing a kite Higher and higher We will fall into a grace that you mother never told you about A grace where you know Im the one for you And you for I But until then baby Tearfully I cry I cry for all the things to come I cry when we come When we mix When we become one Every night, every day, in every way Until the rise of the sun But until the end of the rebirth When I become you And you become I Alone wanting waiting searching alone here nude Tearfully baby Tearfully I cry………….. Written March 23rd, 2002 © on Mar 23 2002 04:19 AM PST   10 • 8 • 16