CLUELESS (so I thought)
By smiley
All alone, all by myself. All I can do now is think of how you left me..... Left me without a clue. Now I sit here all alone with all these thoughts I have in my head. Going 'round and 'round wishing that I were dead. No answers from you. No signs that your return is soon. I was clueless the whole time until the very end. All I wanted to do is curl up and waste the rest of my life away. On that uneventual night... I washed down many aspirins with vodka and orange juice, wishing that the pain would just go away. By God's good grace I woke up the next morning. That was then I realized that I had to choose between life and death. This time I could not be clueless on this decision. Then I realized that someone had to be with our children(it wasn't going to be you). Loving them, nuturing them and to guide them in the right direction. As you see, I choose life over death. After all I am the one raising our children. Yvonne Griffin 04/04/02 Written April 4th, 2002 © on Apr 04 2002 08:13 AM PST, Yvonne J. Griffin 18 • 0 • 1
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"All alone, all by myself...."