I Remember

the last time that i spoke to you we were on the phone remember? i told you how much i missed you you thought it was cute, you missed me too remember? i had something i wanted to say, you told me to go ahead then there was that awkward silence where my voice just wouldn't come out remember? you kept telling me to just say what i wanted to i said i wanted to but it was just so hard remember? i felt like it was something that you should know, so i tried you sat there, on the other line, waiting and waiting remember? you even got impatient, teasingly said you'd hang up on me if i didn't i didn't want you to hang up, i didn't want you to go anywhere remember? i kept pushing and pushing, and you just kept waiting then there was that sigh of giving in remember? everything i felt for you came out in three words the same words i used to argue were meaningless, i said them remember? then there was that really awkward silence the kind i thought wouldn't happen...ever remember? when it finally lasted way too long, i choked, i had to speak i tried to change the subject and bring up something else remember? what i hated most about that moment was you accepted my distraction you helped me change the subject remember? i sat there, on the phone with you, hoping you'd return the feelings and all i got was silence ... i don't know if you remember... but i'll always remember that time that was when i hung up on you and you never called me backoh ya know....one of those depressing moods Written February 5th, 2002 © on Feb 05 2002 12:20 PM PST   0 • 1