It's All Started To Change

I've seen the world Through new eyes today. I've felt a new pain I didn't expect. You came to me, As one I loved. And today I feel nothing. I drifted away. Your hand slipped from mine And it all was over. It all started to change. I used to believe That my life was to help you. To keep you up, to believe in you. Now I don't know anymore. I see you here before me And think, "Why should I care, Do you care anymore?" Has my heart abandoned me? What has happened to me? It all started to change. I want to just cry. I feel so alone now. I can't seem to bring out All those feelings I had before. Where did they go? What happened to me? I used to love, to need to protect But now, I am empty, Lost, Alone. It all started to change. The world just passes me by. Leaving me standing there In the darkness. Is there a reason for me to keep going. To keep moving forward. I don't know anymore. I can't find anyone to care for. I want to love, and can't. The pain inside is too great, I don't want to lose anyone anymore. I've changed, and its all over.This is the longest poem I've written ever. I wrote it because I got a visit from people I know and I just felt empty, I feel bad about it, but I had to put it into words before I forgot how it felt, I think it sucks, but hey, be harsh on me. Written January 7th, 2002 © on Jan 06 2002 05:23 PM PST   18 • 0 • 1