Screw Up

"my closeness to you grows greater and greater everyday i am at a loss for words, don't know what to say all i feel is complete comfort when you are near i sense not a single fear you hold me close t..."

"I'm still standing Standing here in the shadows The shadows of the universe The shadows of the world around me But most of all the shadows of you My future with you may not even exist It is unforsee..."

"Forcing myself to grow up It was the hardest thing to do See I got sick All fucked up in the head Everyone said hey I understand But the hell if any of them did Yeah like anyone could really under..."

"i am starting to let myself fall again but this fall can take me somewhere i want to be i am not able to imagine what i am falling into although maybe this is everything my emotions want to see i am..."

"I can't believe you ended what felt so right Why couldn't you of told me sooner I know you said you didn't want to hurt me But not telling me right away hurt even more I feel like I screwed up or so..."

"I called you a "friend" What the hell is the definition of a "friend" Friends don't hold shit from another "friend" Everyone played me like I was a fucking fool So now my question is, Who is my fuckin..."