If I Knew Then What I Know Now

"Reflections of a week But I vomit on the intoxication of the now. With each day passing I thought it would get easier, yet anticipation makes it almost unbearable. What is it that makes me need thi..."

"How can I think of love when I no longer seek it How is that I am happy yet I am alone How is it because I stop seeking When I realize that it could come from within The strange and weird games that ..."

"All at once I was reborn Your soft lips on places that had long been dormant. Suddenly I can think of the future again. You were my tailor that helped me change my costume of sadness and complacency..."

"You are the slow toxins I purse my lips to breathe, choking me with affection a gasp, a sting of air and an exhale soothing and poisonous at the same time you glow lightly and hiss, whispering promis..."

"I stand looking in the mirror reflecting on my life In my eye I see a faint glow where once a fire burned. I brush my thinning white hair remembering jet-black locks. My arthritic hand begins to ac..."

"Your jagged love scared me! But I have walked away. Yet I still hear your voice calling, begging, hopping... With death angel eyes you ask "Have I done something wrong?" Knowing the answer but manipu..."