confusion

"Broken promises Forever creating hope Lying to my face. Treating me like a dope Dad’s constant lies Tales of a life more grand However this life Is miles from where I stand Yearn to be told the trut..."

"Shivelled in a ball, can't stop shaking. Hiding from it all, my sanity it's taking. Holding in my hand, a capsule that could stop it all. But before i can start to climb, i gotta go through the fall..."

"approaching another turn in life make a choice of which way to go take a risk on a new oportunity or stay on the doomed road i know the life i live is of ups and downs one minute high in the sky next..."

"Again lost in the darkness tiring of the fight could I keep on fighting one more day and maybe reach that light.... The TV droans on in the background and the phone remains quiet another endless day ..."

"strange attraction to my silver friend staring at it's cold sharp face slide it across my skin wanting the memory to erase it's been a long time but back to my old life not handling pain at all and u..."